BERGUR DERGUR IN YO

LOLZ-sometimes I am so glad that I can entertain myself. Like my old ass stapler? Lovely Kleenex backdrop as well.

#_#
Silver

Rejoice the Truth

This morning while getting ready for work, I was listening to a mix CD I made a month or so ago. It's a mix that I really enjoy for personal connections and symbolism to every song in an almost storybook fashion. When the mix got to the "Born This Way" track by Lady Gaga (in case you didn't know...-under a rock, eh?) right after the "Judas" track by the same wonderful woman, I got to thinking. I have a few friends who are very religious Christians. Now-let me start by saying I will NEVER be dumb enough to group a bunch of people together and slap a label and a prejudice to them. I hate labels. I hate prejudgments. In fact I may even just hate judgments...but that's another topic. Any who-these friends of mine are very firm in their faith and beliefs, which I find to be an admirable trait. However, they believe that Gaga is "satanic" and that her promotion of "gays" is against her "alleged faith." First off; nowhere have I seen any forcing of; homosexuality, bisexuality or even heterosexuality from her. She simply says, "be you." Whatever, or whoever "you" is. (LOL that sounded ghetto.) The only thing I've seen is her promotion of love and acceptance for all races, sexualities, disabilities, and conditions. I find that to be more Godly than any church I've been to.

Another thing-I don't understand how some church's have such a beef with anything but heterosexuality. Even if the bible says that "it's a sin"-doesn't it also say that judgment is to be left for God's doing? And that we are all sinners?-and that no one is to pass judgment on another? This of course only applies to those who would be so cruel as to deny anyone's right to love. Love can come in many forms and amounts. It is against my eternal belief to prejudge love. I believe in a love that transcends physical boundaries.

[Love is love-and love is right],
Silver

GET-GOING-QUICK-WHAT-DOING-NOW

That pretty much sums up today. :D

Silver

NEW RELATIONSHIP?!

Ethan and Hannah enjoy a casual meal.

Ethan and Hannah spotted going out for the day.  Could this be the sparking of a new relationship?
Locals claimed to have seen the two laughing and smiling together on
their day off. Unfortunately, they seem to have dipped away from our
camera crew while they headed downtown to socialize and celebrate at the
501 Tavern. We'll keep our eyes and ears peeled for more details!

I survived!

This old many kept giving me the death glare at the gym this morning.
He would glare at me on my machine as he'd walk by on the track. Then
when I got on the ab machine he glared at me from the next machine over.
He proceeded to finish his work with that one, then waited...waited for
me to get done with mine. All whilst kicking a structure post. Maybe
he was stretching in a very odd manner, however I took them naturally as
threats. I wasn't sure I'd make it to the car after the workout and
shower and getting ready for work. For sure he'd mug me or try to end
me before I could escape.

My mind does funny things to me in the morning. For instance, I left
the house this morning (pitch black dark) and made sure to blast music
from my phone to hopefully scare away any critters of the night. Mainly
just the coyotes and that potential cougar that may still be out there
but seemingly everyone has forgotten about including myself but now I
reminded myself and I will still forget about it anyways. Please,
revisit the previous sentence and read as if all in one breath-KTHX. So
far, this has been my day. Also very excited to be working on a few new
songs, as well as learning a few new dances. Be good to yourself!

Randomly craving sushi,
Silver

Doc-sec

Green! It's officially spring! And it's supposed to get up to 70 today
I believe? It's weird to think just a few weeks ago we were all wearing
our winter coats still-some people wore them last week even...but I'm
not a pansy so I just wore a hoodie :P It's only 10:49 and I'm quite
tired already lol-so I'm going to shove my face with some food and hope
that boosts my energy levels exponentially. So far, it's working.

I woke up hella early today to begin what I hope to be a regular morning
habit-the gym. I hit it hard this morning at 5am-and then got to work
not only on time, but early! Unfortunately the lady who likes to cause
WWIII when I'm a few minutes late (even if I park all the way in
freakin' Albania), wasn't here this morning-apparently she won't be here
all week. Praise be.

I've got a lot done already actually. Even some studying as well-as I
start two new courses today. Both are requirements-lame. However I did
study some Korean, and Music Theory today. Mostly Korean-and then I'll
be studying theory throughout the day. I wish I could type in Hangul as
I can on my phone, however this computer isn't internationally enabled
or something lame like that. I asked once->shot down.

There is no easy way to eat Raisin Bran (TWO SCOOPS!) with just your
hands and no liquid. My hands are getting all this crap from the bran
and raisins and then mixing that with some saliva from forcing the
handful into my mouth=sticky mess. Ever since I was a child I've hated
that sensation; stickiness. Gross.

This past week was a good one, although very tumultuous. Celebrated St.
Patrick's day with some friends, and some people who will no longer by
my friends haha. Long story short; girl I liked for seemingly forever
dates a friend of mine's older brother-I find out from a different
friend-they all talk about it at the party->bada bing bada boom forget
about her. DONE! End of story. I wasn't even sure it was worth
mentioning as I seem to be quite fine as of now. Nothing my close
friends and some singing and dancing to a CD miks couldn't remedy. This
week also brought upon the changing of my mindset on how I spend money.
Not quite the saver, I seem to spend like it's no one's business. After
seeing the exact figures of exactly how much I've made versus how much
I've spent, I am quite shocked and disappointed in myself. No
worries-no debts, just WOW how did I blow through that much money
without a bunch of fancy things to show for it?! SO-starting now, I
will pay cash only (no more debit card-that's the only plastic I have
thankfully), and limit said cash to $150 a month. I guess I'll use the
AT&T (gross) rollover method for this budget, as it'll maybe help me
learn to save? Is 21 too old to teach a dog a new trick? Anyway-we'll
find out haha. I was originally going to assign $50 for entertainment,
groceries, dining-out, each. However I think a general pool of the
total sum of what that would be may help and potentially be even better.
I feel it wouldn't be a drastic or "cold turkey" as the other method
would be-I'm just limiting what I do right now in general. So this
means; eating out less, less clothing expenditures, no more leisure
shopping-for now, and whatever else seems to be draining my income. How
often do you think a good budgeted splurge would be for a nice "reward?"

Any and all advice on any matters mentioned would be much appreciated,
hope all is well with you all;
Silver

CHA CHA CHA

Testing the email blogging-is it working? I sure hope so lol. I'm
going to CC myself just in quesadilla. Mmmmmm that sounds really good
right now but I know it would just make me really gassy. This would add
a whole different method of blogging for me if this works-cause then I
can update more frequently (maybe even while at work-it won't look so
blatantly obvious).

WASSUP WE 2NE1!

I'm pretty much a horrible person for forgetting about updating on this thing lol.  Let me fill you in:
-Got a new condenser microphone
-Working on transferring to a different school (the one I'm at does things a little differently than I thought I would like)
-Recording covers with the new microphone (can't do originals with this really small midi-keyboard WTB bigger one ala -----V )
-Got a new bigger midi-keyboard :D
-Working on some upcoming projects :D 
-Work
-Living

I am going to be resuming posting per usual soon-as in starting now lololololol.  

And I'm loving this weather-I hope it's not just a tease.

WHAT?!

DUNGEON SIEGE 3

Looks cool:

I hope this doesn't suck :P lol I've been in need of a game to captivate me lately.


Hopefully waiting,
Silver

Webshowzen

WGG (working-title) is the webshow that will feature; Carbicide (Anna), -ITW- (Nick) and myself.  Inspired by our love of music, movies, TV and the spotlight (mainly Anna and myself-although we think Nick secretly likes it :P).  


A picture drawn by Anna that inspired the name of the webshow:

Weaboo, Girl, Geek.

Aparently my love of K-Pop and Korean culture makes me a "weaboo."  However according to urbandictionary.com a weaboo is "A negative term directed to anyone overly obsessed with Japanese culture to the point where they become annoying."  Therefor I am not a weaboo, but I take it as a badge of honor.  안녕하세요! ^^


Also inspired by the 2NE1TV. (<-a Korean show following the pop icon group 2NE1-who's a weaboo now?!)  


We look forward to allowing you all into our everyday lives.


Can't wait to air the first episode,
Silver

WGG

Coming Soon

BULGOGI

IZ MARINATING.....WANT TO EAT NOW.  It's been far too long since I've had Korean BBQ, so I'm hella thirsty for it.  I actually found a great bottle of the sauce and marinade-so I think I will be able to make it more easily now.  Thank God for our local Asian grocery store-they need more Korean food there though-they don't even have KIMCHI!  This is a random post for sure, maybe not as random as my "LAZERBEAMZ" post-which was art, I'm such a poet lol.  "---------------" were the lazers haha.


Bags for photoshoot tomorrow are all packed-mainly because it was today but then rescheduled because the photographer isn't feeling well.  At least I won't look like such a procrastinator now that I don't have to pack anymore-which btw would've been done right before it, much like it was today.  I feel like my sentences aren't making sense.  Perhaps I'm just over excited about the Bulgogi..


whiiiiiiiiiich leads me to this:


After I got back from the grocery store I nonchalantly (that doesn't look right, but oh well) set my bags on the kitchen floor whilst I rushed to the bathroom to peh.  I come back and Vegas (kitten) is raging through the bags (which he usually likes to play with them-he likes the noise?).  However he found the meat, which I didn't even think about, he had clawed into the pork chops.  Thankfully he didn't touch the beef for the bulgogi or I'da been PEEEEEEEEEESED.  Now I'm afraid that he's got his taste of fresh meat that he may try to kill me in my sleep and consume my body.  I shall sleep with one eye open, for he usually likes to watch me sleep anyway.  Mr. Belvedeare (Vegas's brother) usually likes to sleep on my neck or close to my face lol.

Vegas

Mr. Belvedeare

May Yevon provide guidance to your path,

Silver

Lazerbeamz

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Ugh

DISCLAIMER: Extreme amounts of bitching about to occur.

Ugh, I am on the verge of getting all the things I need and getting the hell out of here.  All day my mind has been pondering on the thought of "What am I doing?!"  And then on top of that, I got into a huge fight with my family (which seems to be happening more and more lately-I think that means I'm supposed to move out soon).  The only thing that I'm doing that works towards my goals is school.  However, that is not aggressive enough for me.  I feel I will be too old for my industry by the time I graduate.  Even when you look at audition ages for companies I want to work for, I am ALREADY too old-and I'm not getting any younger.  I remember having a "mid-life" crisis at the age of 19.  I was about to turn 20 in a week and I thought of how much I had not done or accomplished with my life and compared it to what I was supposed to have already done.  Now I'm 21, and still haven't done anything different.  I feel like the energy and excitement I once had is now draining.  When I was 18, and graduating from high school, I was ready to happily conquer the world.  But it seems to me that the world was not ready.  Not only did it serve a hasty rejection, it also provided a nice helping of hopelessness.  Do not get me wrong-I am extremely optimistic-I'd say even naively so.  However today I have lost against myself.  

I feel trapped, with dreams and plans dangled before my eyes in taunt outside my cage.  I reach out to grab them, but I am reminded of the risk to limb and life should the cages' constraints be broken.  I plan my escape, but it seems to be just more talk.  The cage provides food, money and shelter.  Although, in my heart, I know which I want most.


I have become the exact thing I have always been against.


"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster." - Friedrich Nietzsche

Lolz

Lolz at the people bitching about the Bears v. Packers game-my status from earlier today;

"I bet the Bears will get a homerun in the first inning followed by a 3-pointer from the Packers in the first half." - Genius.


Perhaps it's because I don't really care either way for either team-I AM CLEVELAND (at least that's proof I'm not a fair weather fan right?)!


I finished all my homework whilst others got upset when their beloved team lost, and now I have a whole night to chill.  Struggling typing....fingers too cold...gwah!


I feel this guys pain lately:

Now I'm going to drink ridiculous amounts of water.


Welcome to my train of thought,
Silver

Tonight!

Tonight I shall watch The Emperor's New Groove.

Yzma likes tew :D

I hate my phone

My phone decided that it wasn't going to wake me up on time this morning.  You'll never guess why.  IT WAS DEAD....ON THE CHARGER-lolwot?! o.0  That happens?  How does a cell phone die on the charger?  Either way, I woke up later than I would have like to.  So I unplugged the phone, and plugged it back in and let it be while I got ready.  By the time I was ready to leave the battery said it was close enough to a full charge that I was surprised.  I knew it couldn't have been a "great" charge because I don't take THAT long to get ready in the morning :P  (Okay maybe longer than most guys, but I am suppppah slow in the morning whilst trying to wake up hahaha).

Thinking proactively (an uncommon thing for me to be sure) I decided to bring my charge cable to work and I'd just plug it into one of the USB's on my laptop at the office.  So the day goes on with my usual duties, and some active Angry Birds gaming.  I didn't fret using the phone more than usual because I had my charger! TA DA!  I plug it in and charge...and I watch my battery go from 25% to 22% in a matter of minutes.....perhaps my phone was actually feeding energy to my laptop?  Stupid ass phone.  So I ordered a new battery from Amazon for like $3 top.  I didn't even pay for shipping.  So beware if you're considering getting the Palm Pre-even though I'm so sure it's the most sought after phone in the market right now (bahahahaha lmao) that you'll probably have to wait because it's most likely back ordered by now (lmfao again...^o^).  

Looks nice doesn't it?

....do not be fooled. :P

Oh yeah, and apparently a text I sent last Thursday was just received today by the other party....perfect.

This could only happen to me lol,

Silver

o.0

LOLWOT?!  How many of you never noticed this before hahahaha Oh 'Arry!

Enjoi!
Silver

ESSSITING

Today, after finishing all my homework (except that one project that was due on Thursday that I totally forgot about-WOT IT'S JERSEY SHORE NIGHT AT MY PLACE and my professor expects me to do homework?! pft-lolz)....anyway, after finishing all my homework I decided to take clips from my phone and make a short little "trailer."  It was more so a test to see if my phones videos will work with iMovie and such.  After doing all my editing, and clipping I made the soundtrack for the video.  I wanted it to be like a "thriller"/horror/epic trailer-for such minor events happening on screen.  The words on screen imply that there is much more beneath the surface than what the clips show.  So for a comic effect I went with a very generic string composition.  It worked quite well and I’m very excited at all the possibilities that my eyes are now open to.  However I was quite turned off by the fact that I had to export the whole movie a very low quality in order for my soundtrack to play-otherwise it was just silent.  I plan to look more into that.

Also, I need this stat, so if you know where I can buy this please let me know:

(I am bound and determined to beat my friend at getting this, we both can't find one, but I shall prevail!  PARK BOM & TOMTOMMY FTW!)

Now to work on a webshow ^o^

Silver

SOooooooooooooooooooooooo tell me whatcha want whatcha really really want!

Is this bugging you yet?

How about now?

What if I just kept it over here for a little bit, however I'd have to keep my sentences short enough otherwise it'd just look like a normal paragraph.

This is one of those days-where I feel illness coming on, so I rest to prevent its full blown battle, however I feel crappy for being not as productive as I'd like to be.

However this is fun...and could be productive.

Is that song stuck in your head?

So the other day, my mom was doing the kitchen.  She's been going hella hard getting all the wallpaper down and then she started painting it this "mustard yellow."  I will admit, it looks way better than it did before.  However on Friday she threw her back out.  So I took her to the chiropractor and she said on the way there,

"Oh boy, my stomach feels kinda funny, I hope I don't poop when he cracks me."

Naturally I start laughing, then crying because I'm laughing so hard, I could hardly see where we were

going lol.

So she's been sitting and resting all weekend, because she goes back to the chiro on Monday....

I have Monday off-I can be productive then right?

Tonsils go away.

Kitty speak da troof.  >_<

I think I should have some more hot tea, it helped-then more sleep and maybe some VIDJO GAMESTH?!

I'll be back in a few I'm sure,

Silver (  O Y . ) 

UR BAND YO

I did this on Facebook, and I thought it was pretty cool lol-and some people got really funny ones.


Here are the rules:
1 - Go to wikipedia and hit random. The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.
2 - Go to quotationspage.com and hit random. The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.
3 - Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”. Third picture no matter wha...t ...it is, will be your album cover.
4 - Use photoshop or similar (picnik.com is a free online photo editor) to put it all together.
5 - People: join in! :)

Here is my band:

This band would be sooooo hipster that you would probably never hear of it lol-and if you had, someone in a coffee shop or in the park smoking cigs with v-necks and tight pants would've heard it first lulz.  WOTS YO BAND?!

Happy New Year!

First of all, Happy New Year!  It’s 2011 and it’s a new year.  Which leads me to the topic of New Year’s Resolutions.  I have never liked them, and still don’t.  Quite frankly if someone wants to make a change I don’t think they should wait until a “new year”-I’ve always been one to think that if you want change then do it.  Any day is a day to make a resolution-a “from here on out.”  However, for those of you who have made New Year’s Resolutions-best of luck to you in making a new habit or life changing alteration. :D

Spring semester is almost here, and it got me to thinking.  I have always liked the spring semester far more than the fall semester.  For whatever reason the spring semester always alludes me to something positive.  Perhaps it’s the fact that after the semester is over there is the summer vacation that so many look forward to-even though I no longer get those off.  For me, I think it may have to do with winter coming to an end.  I’ve never much cared for the winter season-too much dark and too little sunlight.  I think I may have a slight case of seasonal affective disorder lol :P.  Almost always before the semester starts I always redo my room-mainly because the fall semester always trashes the hell out of it.  What with the semesters stresses strewn throughout and holiday shopping remnants-my room is usually an abandoned battlefield by the end of it.  Spring usually recalls images of rebirth and renewal as the earth (on this hemisphere) reawakens from its x amount of months slumber (I don’t care to guess because I know I’ll be wrong).  Usually my energy levels start elevating in the spring as well, which will be a welcome this year.  Too bad there’s school to ruin the whole spring semester thing-SPRING BREAK FTW?!

I'll leave you with a misheard lyric video...this is epiq:

BBL,

Silver