BERGUR DERGUR IN YO

LOLZ-sometimes I am so glad that I can entertain myself. Like my old ass stapler? Lovely Kleenex backdrop as well.

#_#
Silver

Rejoice the Truth

This morning while getting ready for work, I was listening to a mix CD I made a month or so ago. It's a mix that I really enjoy for personal connections and symbolism to every song in an almost storybook fashion. When the mix got to the "Born This Way" track by Lady Gaga (in case you didn't know...-under a rock, eh?) right after the "Judas" track by the same wonderful woman, I got to thinking. I have a few friends who are very religious Christians. Now-let me start by saying I will NEVER be dumb enough to group a bunch of people together and slap a label and a prejudice to them. I hate labels. I hate prejudgments. In fact I may even just hate judgments...but that's another topic. Any who-these friends of mine are very firm in their faith and beliefs, which I find to be an admirable trait. However, they believe that Gaga is "satanic" and that her promotion of "gays" is against her "alleged faith." First off; nowhere have I seen any forcing of; homosexuality, bisexuality or even heterosexuality from her. She simply says, "be you." Whatever, or whoever "you" is. (LOL that sounded ghetto.) The only thing I've seen is her promotion of love and acceptance for all races, sexualities, disabilities, and conditions. I find that to be more Godly than any church I've been to.

Another thing-I don't understand how some church's have such a beef with anything but heterosexuality. Even if the bible says that "it's a sin"-doesn't it also say that judgment is to be left for God's doing? And that we are all sinners?-and that no one is to pass judgment on another? This of course only applies to those who would be so cruel as to deny anyone's right to love. Love can come in many forms and amounts. It is against my eternal belief to prejudge love. I believe in a love that transcends physical boundaries.

[Love is love-and love is right],
Silver

GET-GOING-QUICK-WHAT-DOING-NOW

That pretty much sums up today. :D

Silver

NEW RELATIONSHIP?!

Ethan and Hannah enjoy a casual meal.

Ethan and Hannah spotted going out for the day.  Could this be the sparking of a new relationship?
Locals claimed to have seen the two laughing and smiling together on
their day off. Unfortunately, they seem to have dipped away from our
camera crew while they headed downtown to socialize and celebrate at the
501 Tavern. We'll keep our eyes and ears peeled for more details!

I survived!

This old many kept giving me the death glare at the gym this morning.
He would glare at me on my machine as he'd walk by on the track. Then
when I got on the ab machine he glared at me from the next machine over.
He proceeded to finish his work with that one, then waited...waited for
me to get done with mine. All whilst kicking a structure post. Maybe
he was stretching in a very odd manner, however I took them naturally as
threats. I wasn't sure I'd make it to the car after the workout and
shower and getting ready for work. For sure he'd mug me or try to end
me before I could escape.

My mind does funny things to me in the morning. For instance, I left
the house this morning (pitch black dark) and made sure to blast music
from my phone to hopefully scare away any critters of the night. Mainly
just the coyotes and that potential cougar that may still be out there
but seemingly everyone has forgotten about including myself but now I
reminded myself and I will still forget about it anyways. Please,
revisit the previous sentence and read as if all in one breath-KTHX. So
far, this has been my day. Also very excited to be working on a few new
songs, as well as learning a few new dances. Be good to yourself!

Randomly craving sushi,
Silver

Doc-sec

Green! It's officially spring! And it's supposed to get up to 70 today
I believe? It's weird to think just a few weeks ago we were all wearing
our winter coats still-some people wore them last week even...but I'm
not a pansy so I just wore a hoodie :P It's only 10:49 and I'm quite
tired already lol-so I'm going to shove my face with some food and hope
that boosts my energy levels exponentially. So far, it's working.

I woke up hella early today to begin what I hope to be a regular morning
habit-the gym. I hit it hard this morning at 5am-and then got to work
not only on time, but early! Unfortunately the lady who likes to cause
WWIII when I'm a few minutes late (even if I park all the way in
freakin' Albania), wasn't here this morning-apparently she won't be here
all week. Praise be.

I've got a lot done already actually. Even some studying as well-as I
start two new courses today. Both are requirements-lame. However I did
study some Korean, and Music Theory today. Mostly Korean-and then I'll
be studying theory throughout the day. I wish I could type in Hangul as
I can on my phone, however this computer isn't internationally enabled
or something lame like that. I asked once->shot down.

There is no easy way to eat Raisin Bran (TWO SCOOPS!) with just your
hands and no liquid. My hands are getting all this crap from the bran
and raisins and then mixing that with some saliva from forcing the
handful into my mouth=sticky mess. Ever since I was a child I've hated
that sensation; stickiness. Gross.

This past week was a good one, although very tumultuous. Celebrated St.
Patrick's day with some friends, and some people who will no longer by
my friends haha. Long story short; girl I liked for seemingly forever
dates a friend of mine's older brother-I find out from a different
friend-they all talk about it at the party->bada bing bada boom forget
about her. DONE! End of story. I wasn't even sure it was worth
mentioning as I seem to be quite fine as of now. Nothing my close
friends and some singing and dancing to a CD miks couldn't remedy. This
week also brought upon the changing of my mindset on how I spend money.
Not quite the saver, I seem to spend like it's no one's business. After
seeing the exact figures of exactly how much I've made versus how much
I've spent, I am quite shocked and disappointed in myself. No
worries-no debts, just WOW how did I blow through that much money
without a bunch of fancy things to show for it?! SO-starting now, I
will pay cash only (no more debit card-that's the only plastic I have
thankfully), and limit said cash to $150 a month. I guess I'll use the
AT&T (gross) rollover method for this budget, as it'll maybe help me
learn to save? Is 21 too old to teach a dog a new trick? Anyway-we'll
find out haha. I was originally going to assign $50 for entertainment,
groceries, dining-out, each. However I think a general pool of the
total sum of what that would be may help and potentially be even better.
I feel it wouldn't be a drastic or "cold turkey" as the other method
would be-I'm just limiting what I do right now in general. So this
means; eating out less, less clothing expenditures, no more leisure
shopping-for now, and whatever else seems to be draining my income. How
often do you think a good budgeted splurge would be for a nice "reward?"

Any and all advice on any matters mentioned would be much appreciated,
hope all is well with you all;
Silver

CHA CHA CHA

Testing the email blogging-is it working? I sure hope so lol. I'm
going to CC myself just in quesadilla. Mmmmmm that sounds really good
right now but I know it would just make me really gassy. This would add
a whole different method of blogging for me if this works-cause then I
can update more frequently (maybe even while at work-it won't look so
blatantly obvious).